Thursday, September 1, 2011

1NFINITE


This must be the happiest day for me as an Inspirit. I swear I was almost gonna bawl LOL. Especially when I saw Woohyun, Dongwoo, Sungjong and Hoya cry. Congratulations Infinite! I am so happy for you boys. Gosh I cry every time I see the video.




Infinite fighting!! I love all of you!!


Always remember 1st September, 2011.

7 Things

Alright. I was supposed to have completed this March last year but well.. yeah I didn't.
Well basically Stef gave me 7 things and I had to explain what they mean to me and why I am interested in them. And since it has been such a long time and my interests have changed from March 2010, she gave me a new list, and it goes like this:

1. Real Madrid
2. Am I Really Lactose Intolerant?
3. Woohyun from Infinite
4. MS B
5. Future Taylor and Tyler
6. One Thing I Wish Occurred Earlier
7. If I Could Change One Thing About Myself

Yup, guess I'll start the ball rolling now. Leggo! (Let's go in rap slang)

1. Real Madrid


Call me superficial, but I really started liking Real Madrid after 2010's World Cup. I supported Spain during that period (I still do) and a certain player caught my eye - Sergio Ramos. He plays as a right back and is dubbed by many as the best right back in the world. Anyway, while watching the Spain matches I noticed that he does a hell lot of running up and down the right flank, and in the finals he had two chances to score (which he missed unfortunately) but his headers usually find their target. Yeah so from there, I started noticing him and slowly I gained more interest in Real Madrid.

I love watching them play. Spanish soccer is classy soccer, as many say. And I couldn't agree more with that. The teamwork and camaraderie in this team is amazing and it is a joy watching them play (maybe except against Barca because I always get really annoyed during El Clasicos). They have so many impressive players. From captain Iker Casillas, the long range shot master Xabi Alonso aka the captain without an armband, aggressive vice-captain Sergio Ramos, to Germany's Ozil who creates a hell lot of chances for scoring, and of course, the scoring machine Cristiano Ronaldo. To be honest, I hated him at first but after I liked Real Madrid, the hatred disappeared and well, all I can say now is that I support him along with the rest of the team. The striking force consisting of him, Angel di Maria, Benzema, Adebayor and Higuain is definitely not one to be reckoned with.

And after all this technical talk, allow me to be superficial once more and let me just say that Real Madrid has a squad with the most good looking players. I mean, watching few nice handsome faces while watching a game never hurt anyone. Fabio Coentrao, Sergio Canales and Kaka, just to name a few, are the few charming faces one can look out for in this team. Too bad Canales is on loan to Valencia.

I am proud to be a Madridista can foresee myself sticking by this team for a very long time to come. Great job to my boys for an awesome start to the season, go out there and kick some balls! Literally. Hala Madrid!!




2. Am I Really Lactose Intolerant?


(Sorry just had to insert this. A little Taemin never hurt anyone.)

Honestly, no, I'm not. But I just can't take anything that's too creamy or tastes too creamy. Like those cheese thingys that you sprinkle on pizza and pasta? No I can't take that. But melted cheese is really fine with me.

I have no idea when I started disliking milk. After all, everyone drinks milk when they are young. However, I do vaguely remember during Primary school, my mum used to make Milo for my breakfast but she'd add lots of milk (even after the countless times I have told her that I hated it) and I'd pour it all away when she wasn't looking. This happened for a couple of years (I'm not even kidding lol) until one day I was caught (oops) and so she stopped adding milk into my Milo LOL.

I can't take stuff like Milk Tea or any pastries or cakes which has lots of cream (fresh cream is fine though). I love cream soups though but I can't take it if it's too creamy either. Basically as long as I'm not turned off by the smell, I will consume it. It goes the same for all of my food.


3. Woohyun from Infinite


Hmm, where do I start? It wasn't his looks which attracted me in the first place - it was his voice. While I was watching the She's Back video shortly after K-Pop Night 2010 in which Infinite performed in, I kind of 'rose to attention' to the voice which had the long 'she's baaaaaaaaaaack' but I didn't know who was the person who sang that. Actually, I didn't know any of the members names back then.
It was not until 'Nothing's Over' that I knew all their names. That was the first time I actually went to look at their faces properly and the one who caught my eye was, coincidentally, none other than Nam Woohyun!

THE FACT THAT HE IS IN INFINITE.
Widely known as the 'in-sync oppas', they can dance better than many of the other idols in the industry.


Definitely one of the most talented groups in the K-Pop industry now, they have made their way into third place on my bias list, next to SHINee and FT Island. 
I remember that I started liking them when I saw them 'live' during last year's K-Pop Night and they caught my eye with their sleek dance moves. Not forgetting the catchy tunes like 'Come Back Again'.
Their next comeback was 'BTD (Before the Dawn)' and I really liked that song, although at that time I still could not recognize them because most of their hairstyles were the same, LOL.
Their subsequent singles, Nothing's Over and Can U Smile then put them on my bias list and I fell in love with them even more after they released their first full album recently. The songs in there are too addictive, hehe.

HIS VOICE.
Being one of the two lead vocalists in Infinite, he has an amazing voice totally suited for ballads. I love how he puts his emotions into their live performances. An example is 'Can U Smile' - he looks like he is on the verge on tears every time they perform that. Also, listening to his solo song, 'Time', from their full-length album, makes me want to cry every time.


He didn't do as well as he had wanted to because he had a high fever just before this. Despite being sick, he still put up such a great performance. (Going off topic a little, how nice it would be to have people chant my name like the end of the video. Hahahahahaha.)

HIS FAIL AEGYO.






He is not the best at this and he knows it but he still keeps doing it. Talk about being thick-skinned! And I thought having the maknae doing aegyo was enough. I am not going to post any videos of those here for the sake of your sanity. Interestingly though, I feel that I share the trait with him right here. It's true I can't do aegyo, and I try hard. And mostly it just backfires, just that I don't get hit like Woohyun does.

HIS PERSONALITY. (I don't know why but I seem to be able to relate to this part.)
I love his flirty replies to his fans on their UFOTOWN. If it was some random person of course it'd be creepy but fans absolutely love replies like that.



How sweet! 



This whore is obviously not shy and he loves showing off! But damn, those abs! Where has chubby Woohyun gone to? Looks like he has been working out for his many many wives. Hahaha.
He is always the life of the party and also the group's happy pill. I consider myself the crazy one among my friends and I always do stupid things too so I can totally relate to this. 
Despite all these acts though, I believe that when he meets his 'special one', he will definitely treat her with lots of respect and sincerity. But then again, that is what every fangirl would think of her idol.

He may seem to be just one of the idols on my never-ending list of biases but he will always be one of those special ones at the top, probably just second to Taemin. I really hope to be able to meet him one day.
I love you Namstar!! *inserts big heart shape*


4. MS B


MS B is a group formed by myself (lead vocalist), Stef (lead dancer) and Brenda (leader). The name MS B was inspired by the group miss A, and coincidentally, it shows the initials of our names. It started out for fun actually, I think. Then Brenda and I made a mini album for Stef as her birthday present with some of our random covers. So after that we started making covers together like 'Pinocchio' and 'Mr. Taxi', and recently we finished 'Hot Summer' and 'Good-bye Baby' and we are in the midst of a couple of photoshoots and we are going to film a music video soon. Lots of work but all in the name of fun!
Jonathan is our manager and we have two resident stylists - Yiyun and Melodi.

Enough of our profile though, the people in MS B mean more to me than anyone can ever imagine. Besides meeting for weekly dinners, we still do go out on weekends. And at this point of time they are my closest friends. As cheesy as it sounds, I really don't think I can live without them.

Brenda, please do know that even if I always tease you, I'm doing it out of affection alright! Hehe. And as for Stef, well I honestly don't know what else to say because whatever I'd like to say would be repetitive. Oh and though I seem to love Brenda more from my body language I hope you know you're still my no. 1 okay! HAHAHAHA oops. ;P But seriously, I don't know how you put up with my rants and complaints all the time. I rant to you so often that it seems mandatory already. So really, thank you so much for being so patient with me and putting up with my nonsense. I know you feel embarrassed whenever you go out with me though :( But I'm not planning to change. Hahaha.
Of course, not forgetting our manager oppa Jonathan! You are a really great person to spill my guts out to because you are a good listener and yeah 'managing' us three girls must be a handful. You're doing a great job so far! Fighting!!

Anyway, we should continue doing these kind of useless things because it's fun. And the company's great too. Here's hoping MS B will go on for a long long time to come~ 이해리, 호현애! 난널 정말 정말 사랑해! (translation: Lee Hae Ri, Ho Hyun Ae! I really really love you!)


5. Future Taylor and Tyler

This basically refers to my kids in the future. The girl's name will be Taylor and the guy's will be Tyler. I don't know why but I really like these names. I guess it helps that they are names of artistes who I look up to a lot. 
All my friends know that I love children and I seem to be able to interact with them without much difficulty. It's either that I'm motherly or that my mental age is the same. Personally, I prefer the latter. Hahaha better to be young than old! :)

I always say that I want to be a cool mum and have cool kids and I do believe that I can do it. I would like an older boy and a younger girl. Maybe it is because of the stereotype that the older brother will take care of a younger sister. Or maybe it is just because I have always been yearning for an older brother. My kids will be musicians and I will train my boy to sing well and play the guitar. Who doesn't like a guy who is able to do these two well? Hehe. My girl will learn the drums and the piano. Two very contrasting instruments but it can show her versatility. A charming boy and an edgy girl - that's the way! And maybe if my other half is also a musician we could form a family band. Omg cool, no??

As much as I love kids though, I can never imagine taking care of one for a long time. Sure I love playing with them but the amount of commitment and effort need to raise a kid is..well let's just say it's something I will never be able to achieve now. Truth be told I don't even know how to carry a baby or toddler properly! And I wouldn't want to employ a nanny to take care of my child or they may become too attached to their caretaker. So many questions and so many problems I can't solve. I guess it'd be a while before I really really really am ready to have kids. Hahahaha I sound as if I'm of the desired age to have children already what the heck.


6. One Thing I Wish Occurred Earlier

This one kind of got me thinking because honestly everything's really great now but if there's really one thing that I have wanted to occur earlier, it would be learning how to play the guitar.
I have always wanted to learn how to play this instrument but it wasn't till I saw Eudora play at Rachel's birthday party last year that I resolved to learn it. I vaguely Shao Liang teaching me the G chord that day, lol.
I bought my guitar, Paul, on the 19th of March last year and I bought my second one, Zack on February 22nd earlier this year.

I have only been playing for about one and a half years so I'm still pretty much of a noob. Well, partly because I find it sufficient to be able to play simple chords and strum so I have an accompaniment to sing to. Learning to sing and play was surprisingly easy but if you give me more complex chords I'd have difficulty. I can't pluck or do any finger styles either although I have been practising on that recently.

If I started learning the guitar earlier, I'd be pretty much good at it now. Just like piano and french horn I guess - even if I don't practise for months I am still able to play and pick it up again really fast. I would also be able to tune my guitar by ear and also play by ear, which are some others things I can do on my other two instruments.

And by now I would have been able to record my own cover with the backing instrumental played by me too! But no that's probably not gonna happen, at least not in the near future.


7. If I Could Change One Thing About Myself

My face. Why am I so ugly!! LOL okay I'm kidding.

Hmm, if I could change one thing about myself, it would be my ego. I'm really short but I have an annoyingly big ego. I can't stand losing to others in stuff that I feel that I'm good in. I can't stand people out-talking me. I can't stand people insulting me, which is really ironic since I was often bullied in Primary School and Secondary School and I probably would have gotten used to it (yes I was a victim of bullying would you believe it pffft I think people were jealous of me being teacher's pet). Calling me competitive is right . Thankfully though, I have never overreacted or anything like that so I guess I still have good sportsmanship.

I still recall in Sec 1, we had this inter-class street soccer competition and naturally I was playing. My team mates were not playing very well (although we did win the first match because of a penalty scored by yours truly) and I was really really frustrated. I think I almost blew, lol. Yeah, I have a bad temper too and I'm really petty too. Recently it has became better though. Maybe it is because there are less irritating people nowadays compared to my younger years. 
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Alright, so I'm done with my 7 things. What are your 7 things? :)

Monday, August 29, 2011

시간아

I suddenly had a realisation about how fast time has passed. Wasn't it just a while that we started our internship? And now in just five weeks it will all be over. Time's passing too fast for my liking.
Sometimes I really wonder what I am doing with my life. Sure, I'm enjoying myself but what's there for me in the future? 
But then again, life's meaningless. You come into this world, you live, you die. That's about it. Is it really worth it to slog our asses off? I'm not a person who ponders a lot about the future. As long as I am happy and living in the moment, I don't really care about anything else. But I have a whole life ahead of me, and I really do need lots of money to fund my extravagant music-cum-concert lifestyle LOL. I still wish that I can perform on stage one day. Why do I not know people in the industry?? 
And of course, the people in my future, if you know what I am talking about. I usually don't talk about these kind of things because I'm really shy about it (hahaha yes seriously I am). Of course I love the people around me right now but throughout one's whole lifetime they'll meet many people and those who were once by your side will leave you eventually. I'd definitely want the people around me to never leave but that's impossible. Ultimately, it's who have made your life meaningful and significant who are the most important, and unforgettable.
So right now I'm just embracing every moment I spend with my loved ones. Just like the photoshoot I had with Stef, Brenda (my MS B members), Jon (our manager oppa), Yiyun and Melodi (our stylists) yesterday at Punggol Promenade. That place is really quite inaccessible LOL but it's a nice place to chill no doubt! I guess I'll post some pics here when I get hold of them!

On another note, I can't wait to go back to school, but I'm dreading the report that we have to submit when school resumes. I can't believe we are only having a three week break! But then again there are so many people who I have not seen in ages and I can't wait for everyone to hang out together again! And yes, school food. I miss school food. Cheap and yummy. And no more one hour bus rides from Chai Chee to Hougang.

Right now I'm really happy though. SHINee in 12 days, 25 days to GD&TOP and Seungri at F1, DBS Black Top Party comin' up right after that, and slightly more than a week after that is freakin' All Time Low!! In addition, Man Utd scored a shitload of goals against Arsenal resulting in a scoreline of 8-2, Real Madrid started off a great season by beating Zaragoza 6-0, and I'm pwning every other football team in my FIFA 2011. What's more, it's a public holiday tomorrow. Basically I'm just enjoying myself to the max and I hope everyone is too!!

Enjoy your week everyone! :)

Psst, if Real Madrid continues playing like that, I'm going have to start betting on them soon. HAHA.

Friday, August 26, 2011

Fuck Yeah All Time Low


I am crazily excited for this okay. It'll be happening during the school holidays so I will definitely be at the venue early to get to the front. Now I do feel like getting an ATL tee, or a Jagk tee, eeek!
Gosh I'm even more excited about this than for SHINee!



I really need to hear them play this song omg. PLEASE ALEX JACK ZACK RIAN PLAY THIS! Okay I'm sure this song will be played though. I hope they play 'That Girl' too omg I absolutely love that song.

September and October are going to be a blast! Heck yeah!

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Lonely

I have no idea what has been wrong with me this week. I guess all the screwed up things that have been happening has taken a toll on my mood. I've never felt like this in a long time and sometimes I feel like crying for no reason. I think I am really really tired. Tired of drama, tired of people, actually. I could go seek company in animals, but no I can't because I'm scared of them. I do try to cheer myself up by watching videos of my favourite artistes.

Yeah it does make me smile - for a while. After that I'm just back to being downcast again. I hate being sad. I hate to show my friends that I'm upset but sometimes I just can't help myself. I'm so tired of putting on a happy front even though I am all agonized inside. I guess it's true that seemingly happy people are actually the not the happiest. I try to stay positive but the negativity surrounding me engulfs me.

I have no idea what I am doing now, what I have been doing, and what I am gonna do with my life. I don't even know why I'm typing all these. I'm so messed up. Urgh.

I guess I'll try not to think so much and just look forward to SHINee World Concert (10th Sept) and GD&TOP, Seungri in F1 (23rd Sept). I hope I don't feel like that anymore.

To anyone who is reading this: if you ever see me like that when I'm with you, please don't hesitate to give me a hug 'aight? A hug makes everything better.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Somewhere With You

You know how planning for a holiday is supposed to be a happy and exciting affair and all? Yeah I felt that when my mum said we were going to Korea. Then I became less enthusiastic when she said Korea was too expensive so we were going to Shanghai instead. Seriously, we just went to China last year. And I just found out that the trip was gonna be 9 freaking days long and I immediately told her I couldn't go because I am really really scared that next sem's gonna be crazy and I'll have a shitload of stuff to do during the miserable 2 week holiday in December. And in all honesty I really don't want to go to places with four seasons during winter because there is nothing to buy! Most of the clothes that are sold at that time are all winter clothing and what I want to buy are graphic tees. Like those from Dicuny Korea.

Well I'd be lying if I said I am not in the least bit upset. My mood hasn't been all that good today. Sorry to those people I went out with today I don't know what got into me.

Yeah yeah I know I sound like a freakin' spoilt brat blah blah blah yes whatever fuck this shit k bye.

Monday, August 22, 2011

Don't Let Me Go

Just thought I'd get this off my chest.

If there's one thing I hate, it is losing friends. Let me just quote something from Wikipedia:

Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating the following on a consistent basis:
§ The tendency to desire what is best for the other
§ Sympathy and empathy
§ Honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart
§ Mutual understanding and compassion
§ Trust in one another (able to express feelings - including in relation to the other's actions - without the fear of being judged); able to go to each other for emotional support
§ Positive reciprocity - a relationship is based on equal give and take between the two parties.
§ Whereby you can be oneself & make mistakes without fear of judgement.

Although I admit that I've never been able to truly fulfill a couple of the above, I still do try my best in being a good friend. I may not be the best but I strive to be. And I try to treat all my friends really well. Whether I've succeed, I don't know. But what I know is that I am really happy with the people around me right now and I wouldn't want anything to change.

Friendship is just like being in a relationship - it is not gonna work out if it's a one-sided effort. Maybe I should stop investing so much effort in treating people nicely. Why do that when I am not gonna receive the same treatment?

Too many a time, I have seen friends fall out because of them being really tactless, and I guess, not exactly genuine towards the other. I've had that kind of feeling before but I chose not pursue the matter and to hold the friendship together. It's getting tiring though, and I'm sick of being the 'understanding' party.

The most important aspect in my life right now (and probably for a long time to come) are the people around me. And I don't want anything to change.

Monday, August 15, 2011

Only Learned Bad Things

This is a continuation post from one week ago.

More pictures from B1A4 arrival day:


MS B and manager 도신영!



LOL retard.



Sick jumpshot against the city skyline on the Helix Bridge = win!




Didn't go for the Meet and Greet the next day but the rest did. Brenda took a really nice pic of Baro~


On Tuesday Stef and I were trying to find them but no they didn't appear. Bummer. Finally saw them on Wednesday but I didn't manage to pass my gift and fan letter to Baro. Uh well, new cap for me! And we also ate at Sarang at Orchard Central and I really enjoyed the food there! Definitely would like to go there again ^^


11pm+ at the airport.



My idol pose hahaha. The cap here was Baro's gift.


My letter to him! The line in red was written by Stef.

Anyway, when they stopped by at T2 specially to bid their fans goodbye (so sweet) they all looked pretty upset but I guess most of it was caused by fatigue too. Of course the rowdiness of fangirls contributed (a lot of things happened when they were in USS). When will fans ever learn, I wonder.


Just listen to the fangirls bawling their lungs out, omg. It is quite disturbing to be honest.

That aside, I am happy to have been able to interact with two of the members in this rookie group whose members were lovable, sincere and polite. Fan-service kings, they really are. O.K. is totally on replay now and I never seem to get sick of it, and Only Learned Bad Things.
I do hope to see them again! And they are definitely five boys who I will never forget. Thank you B1A4 for everything. I'm glad their popularity is soaring. All the best, boys! :)

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Spent my weekend with my favourite people at KBox on Saturday. Cee Lo Green's F*ck You is really a nice song to end the session with!
We were also on the topic of fanfics and sometimes it does get me wondering how do people actually think of stuff like that and write about their idols and not see them in a different light. I think I'd like to try writing a fanfic one day, but I will refrain from anything NC-17 or above. I reckon it'll turn out to be pretty bad compared to those I have read though.

Sunday was praying day but I got to play with my nieces omg they are so cute! I really love children!!


Argh screwed up hair



That's my favourite cousin from my mum's side :)



Baby niece's sister making a lot of noise on the drum. Potential percussionist!

Alright, about time to crash! Work tomorrow (again). 7 weeks left to the end of internship! Hang in there everyone!

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Let's Fly!

Today was probably one of the most exciting Sundays I ever had. So basically the whole day went by with Brenda, Stef and I spazzing about B1A4! Along with Jon, and many many many BANAs (the fanclub name), we welcomed them at the airport. It was kinda chaotic, but we managed to see them! They were just looking at the fans on my side of the barricade so I felt a little sad for the fans on the other side of the barricade :/

So after seeing them we headed to Marina Bay Sands because we got wind that they were gonna be dining at a restaurant called Todai and after surveying the area we found a nice spot to chill at but at the same time easy to catch them. And so when they reached we were just walking beside them (with a couple of security guards in between but no matter). I tried to get Baro to sign my poster but the security blocked me. And he gave me an apologetic look. Haha he is really cute! ♥ And Brenda took a couple of really awesome pictures:


That is Gongchan and Baro looking in my direction btw!



After that when Brenda and Jon left, Stef and I managed to catch them again and this time Gongchan talked to us! He said a simple 'thank you' but when coupled with his eye smile it was $#*@#%!!! He was so nice. But okay it scares me a little to know that he is younger than I am.. :/

This shows that you do not need to book MaxiCabs to see your favourite artistes up close!

Anyway, point is, I had lots of fun, and I have found a new bias in B1A4, and Baro! Thank you so much Jon and Brenda, and most importantly, Stef, for no fangirl experience is complete without you! Hehehe.

Random pics I took:


Goodnight everyone! And to you too, Baro, you cute thing! *squishes*


May everyone have a great week ahead!

Monday, August 1, 2011

Just Like Her I Wanna Be Pretty


I got goosebumps during Dara's part. And I was so touched as well. :') Great job my girl!!